Yes, I'm giving up the chase. H can call me...I'll think about seeing him. It's got to be something more than just going to bed with him though.
I don't want to invite him to the trips I have planned...it takes much wheedling to get him to do anything now. His usual response is I don't know or I'll have to think about it which really is no. I hate getting the i don't know response. It hurts beyond measure to realize that he doesn't want to be with me. 90% of the time any initiation by me results in a no. Why bother to even ask?
I hope all is well with you. We'll have to get together and hang out, play some pool. I could use some tips on my pool game !
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