I guess you can call it impatience. I think it is more of a protective measure....plain unwillingness to be hurt anymore by h. He says he has great concern for how I feel and what I think....where is this? Apparently just empty words.
The only contact he initiates turns into a booty call. We don't go anywhere but to his apartment to bed. On the Sundays we've come to stay I've asked to go to the movies, to dinner...all he does is sleep. I've been understanding and have rented movies to watch in. I'm not sure what my 180 could be here....I've tried going along with what he wants, hanging around while he sleeps to setting up dates for us where I end up following him around the store as he shows me the things he's going to buy or ends up buying.
REally my 180 would be not to accept his invitations to bed or to just hang out. I pretty much just sit at home and watch the phone, praying he will call. How pathetic.
My h is very active, goes to hockey games, goes out with friends, goes to clubs, buys stuff for his apartment, watches movies, etc. I'm just adopting his routine....all for the 'booty calls'.
What I've done so far has illicted nothing more than outings and conversations that are all about HIM. After a year and one month of all about him....when will it be US time? Nothing I've set up with him is an US.
