I am worried that you are falling into the trap that alot of us do... when things seem to be turning around, but not fast enough for us, we get worried and frustrated.
You are doing well... your R is going well. Might be time to stop and take stock.
Also, it might be time for you to reevaluate what you are doing... I have found it very helpful to go back and reread DR... I put some dos and don'ts on my thread that I found again.
Don't discount how well you are doing, Cindy. Remember how far you have come and how much longer this may take.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.