Hi Cindy, That's great! He said he'd call. My H told me tonight he'd call me tomorrow. It's Friday,and I didn't make plans with him.
This is scary for me. It's something I know I need to do.
Cindy, follow your heart about the sex thing Do you want to be with him? Do you feel he really wants to be with you?
If you think the answer is yes to both those questions, then do what you feel is right. Whatever that may be.
I've been intimate with my H since we got back together this time,and at first he was very loving and I felt it was right.
Now, He's nice when we're sleeping together, but the realization that he's not "all there" has hit me and I don't know that I really want to be with him right now.
It was good you went out and had a great time. Your H knows that too. It might make him think that his Cindy is not sitting around darning socks waiting for him.
Keep doing things for YOU CIndy.(HA! I'm one to preach it!)Starting yesterday, I am doing things different. What I was doing was not making things worse, but heck, they sure weren't getting any better either.
I want my H back-all the way back. Meaning, I won't doubt his love because he'll be showeing me with love and effection.
He'll be calling me and wanting to be with me every night. Just like it used to be, only better.
Cindy, what are the 180's you plan on doing? New Years Eve was a great start! It felt good didn't it? Keep it up girl and he'll be doing more than calling! Rachael
