you had mentioned a while ago that you were going to MC. Did you have your appointment yet? It seems that jealousy should be one of the main things to discuss with the MC. I hope your MC will give you some pointers on how to deal with it.
I think it's interesting that your P is so distrustful. HE was the one who broke your trust, yet somehow how they are always able to turn it around and make you responsible for it.
Are you reading any books about jealousy or forgiveness?
