Trying to stay positive and distracted. W still in a hurry to get those papers signed. Not sure if I should keep putting her off or just sign em so she does not think I am trying to control her. Who knows, maybe she needs the D if we are ever to have a R together?
Yesterday I made a real big point to stay positve in front of her and I listened closely when she was telling me about her trip. First time since the bomb that I have been "attractive" in front of her. Hopefully I have planted a seed - only time will tell.
In the meantime I have stopped dating (2 dates) and I'm now declining friends efforts to "set me up" with folks. As strange as it sounds I had to go on a date or two to fully appreciate that I still dig my W.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13
