Sorry you had to go through that this weekend. We were thinking about you (I was telling her about your sitch).
No 2 x 4's as you know what you did. Just move on from here. NO MORE MENTIONING VEGAS!!! Again, just concentrate on you. Do you want him to see the person you WANT to be or the person that you were? I know I probably sound like a broken record to you...But it is SO important in this process.
Just know we all love you on this board. You are in our prayers.