New trying to DB-Help!

[jlove]

From Angel, I am starting to realize that I choose to love W and that's my choice and hers now what to do with my love. In the end, I guess that will work out. that was my wedding vow and I have to uphold it here. maybe she'll read that as my act of service to her (her primary LL) and realize that we can try to work it out. She told D she just needs to think for a month or two, so I have to give that space, hard as it is for me being around her all the time, until she's ready. This is my challenge. I'm doing a GAL today buying myself some nice weights to work out with I've wanted for a long time and just told her, didn't ask, and she smiled and said she saw that email. I just have to keep my insecure demons at bay. She's gotten better at telling me where she is and with who, to relieve my OM anxiety, so i am getting little crumbs here and there I have to remind myself. LAter....