DB'ing is sooooo hard (part 2)

[BFloat]

((((Rick))))

I totally felt every word of what you were saying. I got to the point where I thought.. I'm saving myself first. For me and for the kids. Because every day that I didn't, another little part of me felt as though it was dying and I was so lost. And if I became a person that was so completely dead inside, then what was the point in Continuing if there was no chance of happiness.

I still hold out hope that H will see the light.. But it is no longer my primary focus.

I think you're showing a lot of courage.

((((( )))))