You're right Beatrice. I guess what I should have said was:

"I even offered her to read all of my posts." smile

I do get tired of the ups and downs though.

Somedays I am great and others I get sad, angry or bitter.

Just wish I could get better all the time you know?

Currently:
M 57 XW 58
Sons 39,34,32,30

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13