Snodderly, Beatrice and Angel:

I can't tell you how good it is to hear from you and all the others who have been posting to me these past few days. As most of you know I don't verbalize well on here. I leave out much stuff.

I have cried so much this past 14 hours. I couldn't sleep, was having a huge panic attack last night. Laid in bed this morning just thinking and crying. Gave myself a headache.

All my friends think I'm on the wrong path. I can't talk to but a few people because they just want me to give up. And of course you would have to be deaf, dumb and blind around me to not notice how sad I am.

I see Destiny had a terrible night, too. I was so glad to see you were able to reach out to her.

I am going to the gym and lift weights in a few minutes. First I will answer Angels message.

Thanks again everyone for being there!


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!