Mach - I was in an internal rage tonight, wild with agony, thinking that I should create a new life and "f" her, but something in me and I can't name it keeps whispering "don't do it".
^^^Rick, I seem to be there every other night or so. I'm ok during the day, but at night the monsters come to visit and I get defensive and angry. I suppose the point I am trying to make is you are not alone. You might get into your head at a low point and think you are alone. Rest assured my friend you are not alone. I'm etarnally grateful that we all have this forum, nevertheless, how cool would it be if there was a geographical local we could all meet and share.
WTF? wish I could take my own advice!:)
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13