Just venting......

I'm freaking out a bit.

I just used the last of the actual food in the house for dinner today. We're down to a couple of cans of chick peas, some salsa, oatmeal, a package of brown rice and 6 eggs. I don't get paid until the 16th and every penny and then some has to go to keeping the electricity, water, gas, and phone on. WTH am I going to do? I've sold everything I had that was worth anything that anyone was willing to pay for. It's too cold for a garage sale now. I'm completely out of ideas now.

Marc has no lunch money for school and I can't get any groceries for him to take anything. We certainly won't starve. Heck, I could live off water and my body fat for about a year. It's just scary to know that my child is going to be hungry. Yes, he's 17, he'll live. It's just nothing I ever expected to be worrying about......not ever.

Seriously folks, I make decent money. Not great money, but ok. It's embarrassing to know that I should be able to do better but my expenses are so ridiculous that I can't make it work.

I just don't know what to do............very scared and worried.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!