I guess right now I just need to get my house sold, move to CA, and just let him proceed down the path he has choosen. He hurts me and hurts me more.

We had the granddaughters today, they are napping right now. And in the car he was telling me how I am so critical about everything he does. That is so nuts. If I say anything he takes it all wrong.

It is funny, because I have spent years being his biggest cheerleader. I always brag about how great he is at the home improvement stuff. I have always believed he could fix or make anything.

I trusted him enough to sail across the ocean from San Francisco to here. On that trip I actually really started to see his flaws. There were a few times when he didn't listen to me, and we had problems result that could have been really bad for us.

I really feel like I have tried so hard. And when I say I'm not sitting quietly, it is because I just feel like I am just wanting to tell him off and be done.

And I want to talk R talk...... I think when the grandkids get picked up I need to get the neack out of here.


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!