It's been a while since I posted to this thread. We had our 9th anniversary yesterday. It was a pretty stressful day, unfortunately. I need to stop talking to certain family members about the situation. Their words mess with my head and have me doubting my decisions. I know in my heart that J and I will be happy! We both want this so much. Everything is great as long as I live in the present, rather than the past, and trust that we're starting fresh.
He has plainly let me know that the ball is in my court, that he's in this 100%, and that he'll feel that way even if I decide that I don't want this. That sounds like something a LBS would say...
I have been struggling with trusting that he's come back for the right reasons. I also have to trust that he won't leave again. I know these are normal feelings. Our first counseling session is on the 21st
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
