She is gone. I wanted things to work out, but i failed. I am positive it never will and if I am such a miserable person (as called by others), then it must be true. I really don't know how to get my point across to anyone. I have never had clear and succinct thoughts ( as those closet to me like to point out). I am 42 years old, married, no children, but with a lucrative job. I was able to purchase a home for my mother, help my husband build and furnish our own home, and succeeded, until recently withhin the last 3 years, in my career.
we all on these board know how it feels. I feel there is now way out. I didn't want to deal wth him at all in divorce proceedings. I would not ever want to see him again. Put I know reality is that I would have to. you have all been great to me and i appreciate it even though haven't been as good about posting as others.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
