Rick, hate it that you're so down. But you know what? I think you don't refill your tank. You are on this board, visiting everyone's thread and giving advice and encouragement. I have a feeling you do that IRL also. Am I right? Always making sure everyone else is OK but never yourself.

Why don't you take the weekend and just do things that are only for you? Whatever it is that fills your soul. Your W sill be fine without you for a day or so.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss