I'd wait 24-48 hours before you send it because you're angry and hurt now and acting out for those feelings. Will sending this get you closer to your goals? Only you can answer that as I don't know what your goals are.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss