Back and forth with my emotions a bit, but they are not as intense as they were. So glad my anger is not as horrible as it was. It is a relief, as I was worried that it was not going to let up. Praying a lot.
I feel so glad that H and I can talk with each other, and we are sharing more than ever, about our feelings.
But a part of me still has that worry deep inside.
Is he really being honest? Is he playing a game? Is he with me until someone better comes along?
And the list goes on. A lot of this is my self esteem talking too.
