Just a thought ... you said, "I would decide one way if I plan to be married to him and a different way if I plan to be gone." It seems your mind is split, so it probably is a good idea that you stay until you can decide on a career/classes/whatever whether you stay or go. Hope I'm making sense here.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
