BeingMe, I envy where you are now. I have a long road ahead, I know. But it's worth it to me to be able to spend as much time as I can with my son. he's my one and only, and he really is enjoyable. Just last night, we were engaged in a toe-wrestling match. I wouldn't have wanted to miss that for the world.
I'm not making my decision to stay out of fear, I'm sure of that. Sure, there would be some fear in that process itself, but that's not affecting my decision. I was "fearful" about going back to school but I'm still going.
I think the optimism that I have for my future far outweighs any fear I might have.
