Waiting for the tides to change - 2

[BFloat]

Thanks say! Although I backslide all the time!

FIL did come over to visit w/ myself and the kids. He didn't say anything about H and I but I felt his support by the way he hugged me. I know FIL loves me!! He came over w/ his gf (has been w/ her for about 6 yrs since his marriage to MIL ended).

We talked about my spring break plans w/ the kids. Mentioned how I wanted to also take kids camping in OR this summer. FIL talked about how the 5 of us (him, gf, myself and kids) and then corrected and said the 6 of us maybe could drive down there this summer. I didn't know what to say because he was obviously meaning H when he said 6. The other day MIL kept talking about the kids and I traveling to seen her in WI with 0 implication of H. That was also weird for me. Ugh. Everything's all weird and awkward.

Tomorrow is another day. Hopefully the weekend will be fun and that i will be busy and distracted. It's nice to have plans so I don't feel so alone. Sigh.