KD, have a great time with your kids this weekend! Thanks for your time!
BeingMe, I wish I could explain it. It's just the difference between people. I'm curious, is your H going to be surprised? hurt? bothered at all when you leave? It's hard to imagine with it going on for as long as it has. Do you have an optimistic outlook on your future? I think I've always felt is was jumping out of the frying pan into the fire, so that's part of why I'm sticking it out. Not much I can (will) really do to change my sitch until my son is out. Having him full time is really the only draw.
