Thanks bklyn and purg! It's just nice to have someone listening!!
I don't know if I would say H is on the verge. . He hasn't really shown any signs of affection or desire to be with me more. But I know he misses the kids. I think that's all it really is. As for concern for me.. Guilt? A sense of duty? I don't know.
Went to the bank to sign some papers regarding the mortgage. Oddly comforting. Soon we'll have to finalize financial stuff but at least I'll know where I stand and figure out a plan from there. I actually have the potential to earn a lot more than H but would require me to leave the kids more. I'm not sure if I'm prepared to do that yet until they're both in school. There was a point where I had told H that if he wanted to work less, I would have worked more but he never seemed interested in that.
Tomorrow H is coming to take S on his fieldtrip. I'll have a chance to get ready for our sleepover Saturday! My gf w/ the 2 kids and another gf coming over for play with the kids and chick flick with them after they go to bed. Yay! Good GAL!
2 months to retrouvaille. Are we going to make it?
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11
. He hasn't really shown any signs of affection or desire to be with me more. But I know he misses the kids. I think that's all it really is. As for concern for me.. Guilt? A sense of duty? I don't know. 