I've been S almost a year and haven't laid eyes on my H since Thanksgiving and I still expect to see his truck in its parking spot when I come home or if a drive by places of significance, I miss him. But, the pain is so much less at this point.
Hang in there, it does get better.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss