Thank you for posting those for me. I have them bookmarked now and I've read them several times already today.
I met some friends after work tonight for a bit. One of them is leaving next week to go home to his country and I am very sad. I'm so glad I got to know him and I will miss him very much. We are going snow tubing this weekend and that should be a lot of fun. Hopefully I won't break anything.
Feeling a bit down tonight. Will I ever feel normal again?
DG..Yes, you WILL feel normal again. Unfortunately, you need closure one way or another. I am coming up on my 1 year this month. My ex decided on Valentine's day she didn't want to be with me and told me a few days later. But I am good and happy!!