Journaling...there's no one here with me so I guess you guys will have to suffer through my ramblings...LOL
So I've been reading some of the threads on the Infidelity board. They have helped me get some perspective. I still don't know what to do. DBing does not recommend confronting the WAS about their affair. Of course, I have already done this once before. This Vegas thing really just adds another layer to it. And me asking him about it is not going to keep him from going. I'll be out of town myself - actually close to where OW lives and where they are flying out of. The old me would have already planned to meet them at her house on their wsy home. The new me still wants to cause bodily harm but won't. LOL
And there's LRT where I tell him he's free to go and I agree to S. At this point, I'm not sure I'm ready to do that yet.
So that still leaves me with what to do? H going to Vegas with OW and me knowing it and not saying anything makes me feel like a fool.
