Separation Helped So Far..

[anyhope]

Thanks VC, so much easier being out of it all but I'll be honest with you, when he comes up with these suggestions of his I lose it. I had to take 2 Advils after talking to him yesterday. All his sneaky ways of trying to get back to me and yet, still living with ow. What it looks like is he doesnt want to be alone and he never was. He went from me right to her and when he decided shes not all that after all he invited me to live with him.. Ow was still there and I just signed a one year lease, but he asked. What if I say yes? Where does ow stay then? Another room?
Btw I think he did go to buy wine and I think he drank it with her.. I mean she lives there and as much as he likes to drink he wont go out running so he can drink at home alone. Sometimes he forgets that I know him way too much and I even tell him that why lie when I see right though him, but anyways. It is hard because Im trying to be on friendly terms with him, hes been helping me a lot since I moved and I would more appreciate that if ow was gone or if he'd just quit with these insane ideas. Another idea he had was that he'll rent an apartment in this building.. I told him you might as well take mine and I'll move because I dont want to have you as a pc of furniture day after day while we're separated. And then he asks why.. and why am I so stubborn...