I guess I been down the last few days. Was just not paying attention. Today I'm ok. Really trying to pay attention and take care of me. Doing things that I like. I have even been flurting with females( not to do anything with them) It is something that I never have done. TBH I am very shy with women.
W last night came home from work later than usual due to flurries. She seemed extra angry didn't even say hi. This morning the same super cold. Did not even say bye when she drove D to school. The one thing I noticed is that it bothers me less and less. From a clinical aspect I can see how much energy she must put into maintaining that wall. Must be really hard and alot of work.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
