Separation, Moved back in, still ILYBNILWY

[tenbusrider]

Goals:
1- Stop being a victim of this

2- Be a better father to my S

3- Find a reason to have pride in myself without being prideful

4- Be less introverted, see the value in community, in others

5- Get in shape

6- Learn to deal with my anxiety without putting it on others


Reaching these goals:
1- Go to AA, learn to own my responsibilities

2- Spend more time with S, playing and reading

3- Finish my education

4- Get out of the house, talk to people instead of ignoring them

5- Get on the treadmill everyday, do strength exercises every other day, increase protein intake

6- Continue seeing my C and following her recommendations, get more involved with my church and spirituality

I'm not gonna get all fluffy bunny and puppy dogs here, and pat you on the back. Because having a plan an acting on a plan are two different things.

That's good, because I think getting bunnies and puppies from people is a part of why I seek so much validation.