Don't worry about the posts a/c, that what this place is for.
I am sorry for you that things are so bizarre.
I am sure she thinks of you at times and cares about you. Even her attorney said so.
It's interesting that her one and only girlfriend noticed changes and has distanced herself.
Me: 43 W: 37 Together: 18 M: 15 D: 8 yrs old ILYBNILWY: March 2011 She Filed for D: August 2011 She moved out: Sept 1, 2011 Reconciled: May 2012 Divorce Case dropped: July 2012