Thanks Hopeful. You live up to your call-sign (I'm now hopeful)
She left because we were having differences of opinion on a lot of things. I'm still the same person I was when we got married, but my views of the world have changed. Basically, I think it was we didn't invest in each other, we spent so much time focused on work and our d that we let our relationship take a distant third place.
When she told me she didn't love me anymore, of course i freaked out, and didn't give her sufficient space, so she made up her mind to leave.
It's getting easier to be without her, but I still miss having her around. But I keep trying to visualize her moving back in when her lease is up in June.
So I can just hope and pray that she will eventually feel love for me again, because I'm definitely worthy of it
"Things are never bad; it's the way you think about them." -Epictetus
