Why does that scare me, because maybe I should be more patient, more empathetic, more understanding, and just a better friend. My thoughts may all be driven by pride. I am having trouble deciphering my thoughts at the moment. I just don’t want to live with any regrets.
I am not going to do anything drastic, I have been having thoughts and feelings of I can do better for a couple months. Two weeks ago my D12 told me to go out and meet someone, get married and have kids. I couldn’t stop laughing. It’s not because I am lonely, it’s because she wanted to stay the night with a friend the other night and I had plans for us to do something different. She is a smart kid and she knows way more about life than I ever did at her age.
I just need to clear the cob webs out of my head once again and think everything out.
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
