With that detachment, there is a peace that comes over you. It is like , you are able to breathe for the first time in months.
The small things should start coming to you as realizations as you reflect , instead of an unfulfilled expectation you are looking for.
Be aware of what is around you, be prepared for everything, expect nothing.
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I'm seeing how I need to focus on my soul's journey, not depend on hers for my life. It's not easy. I kind of feel like I walking through the valley of the shadow of death. I'm very anxious, nervous, fearful but need to do it anyway, and have faith in the higher power.
There is an excitement to that also. Knowing that you are finally taking charge of yourself, and you are living your definition of (almost) unconditional love. You are showing that now instead of taking that.
It is not about her actions or words that matter, it is YOUR actions and words that matter. It is about how you present yourself to the world that matters now.
It is when your head and your heart, are truly reconciled.
