ITM, la, you're both right. I feel like an @$$hole for doing it. There will always be an excuse to drink if I look for one. That's what I have to learn to deal with.
Those 2x4s hurt, but it's exactly what I need. Thank you.
Knowing that you will get a virtual 2x4 BEFORE you do something, is hard for me to overlook.
To me, it means that you are willing to accept less of yourself...
WANTING a 2x4, tells me that you are probably seeking attention to validate your behavior.
You said yesterday that you were going to go to AA...
What could you possibly say today, that would lead anyone here to believe you, when you say you are going to again ?
How does knowing that there is a better choice for your actions beforehand, yet still choosing to not make different choices, figure into your personal goals ???
10, I'm not here to judge you one way or another. You are here because you want to do better in your life. You asked for help to get you moving in your direction....
