Clarity is what I need! I don’t understand why they lower their standards and chase the losers in life. I thought about this last night and I think the reason they do go for the losers is because deep down they know that person is not what they are looking for, yet they can feel better about themselves. I feel kind of sorry for my ex that she can’t see what she is missing out on in life. I am afraid with everything I know that happened to her in her childhood she may never come out of this.
I know being patient is the answer to my thoughts. I also know that I am confident that the first time I see them together, it’s just going to be the final nail in the coffin. I have options in life and I know what we had was great. Is it worth my pride as a man any longer? I just can’t see me waiting this one out. Maybe that’s selfish? All I know is enough is enough! My biggest fear is that I am no longer willing to wait this out. How in the heck do you face that fear?
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
