feeling like giving up.....former DBing against OW

[imthemom]

VC...so good to hear from you!! Im so sorry but am glad you are ok!!!! that must have been awfull!!!
How are things now???

and no there is no excuse ...but it always seems to come back to his drinking problem, even though he has it under control..its still controlling him. He text me last night that in 10 days he will have 2 years clean and sober..Thats great, but nothing else has changed. He hasnt worked on himself in any other way. Maybe the fact that his son is not speaking to him will wake him up to that ..maybe it wont.

I on the other hand feel like a different person...I still have my days..I miss him, but Im aware now that what I miss is not who he is, I miss what I think he or we could have been. that makes it a lot easier to stop and think. there are days when I dont feel quite that strong but they are fewer and far between.