W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Update-My W came over with a girlfriend and her husband to get the TV and entertainment center. My W grabbed some other random things throughout the house. This is the first time I had ever met this girlfriend or the husband. I actually like my W's new friend and she was very easy to chat with despite the awkward situation. My W's girlfriend talked to me about the clothes steamer I had and she even made fun of my W for how many clothes that she had. I made a joke of how many garbage bags it took to get rid of them and we both laughed because my W said she donated most of them and doesn't have lots of clothes anymore. My W took a night stand that I sanded and painted dark black years back. I was glad to give it to her.

I actually had a good time chatting with my W and her friends. I think I would get along great with her new friend if given the chance. I'm still growing happier everyday and letting go of the things that just don't matter. I'm working on my letter to my W framed by what KD mentioned on page 5 or 6. It is hard to focus and write the letter as my mind spins but I'm working to get it done. I will keep you posted.

I'm not sure were the revised D papers are and I'm not in a hurry to get them. I have not asked my W about them or made my L get them. I'm not sure what is going on but I'm just trying to be the best me.

Tonight my S got the bad stomach flu and did some pretty good throwing up, poor little guy. I contacted my W about it and let her know. We figure out our schedule tomorrow in regards to our S and I kept her posted on his progress. This is another time I wish my W was here so we could take care of my S as a couple should. I have had very positive interactions with my W not about us but just about life's things. I will continue to find the best in me and my happiness. Thanks for the support .