MIL took me to the driving range today, and was very patient as she tried to help me learn how to swing/hit the ball. **I played softball for many years, and I tend to back swing the club as if it were a bat** I decided a while ago, that when the weather gets better up north, I'm going to try to pick up golf. Might not be the most exciting sport, but it's something that gets me around new people and the opportunity to develop some friendships- AND it's not an aerobic sport (because of my heart). H always liked golf, but he never had enough patience to teach me: the few times he took me to the range, clubs usually got thrown into the air. So, not only do I have the chance to GAL for myself- BUT perhaps, I can impress H someday
Unfortunately, I've gotten sick since being here. I haven't been in FL in a while, and the pollens are different- so I've got the sinus pressure and puffy eyes going on.... I fell asleep for 4 hours today!
H doesn't call or text at all until it's time for the boys to go to bed. It makes me feel good to hear S6 tell me how much he misses me He was asking where I was tonight, and what the sky looked like- so we had a talk about how we are both looking at the same full moon- and that seemed to make him feel good. The baby doesn't understand the phone yet- but we do facetime and he tries to kiss the screen- just melts my heart!!
H got on the phone and chatted with me about how I was feeling and how the day went. It was like a normal conversation that we've always had- the only difference was there was no "I miss you" and it didn't end with "I love you".
So strange to 'be connected' and not at the same time.
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12