Ok, so no acknowledging the day to W. I will acknowledge it to me and everyone here! No balloons, sorry. Pastor better have an extra great message that morning.
Really feeling a bit off today. Not sad, not happy, just kind of numb and unmotivated. Took the kids for a walk anyway and D19 took us all out to Subway for dinner to talk over wedding plans, she has decided to get married on June 16th......my birthday:-)
I have a great family I have a great church family I have a great home that I am creating for my kids I have a stable job that pays well I have my health
Outside of just one missing piece I have a wonderful life now! W doesn't know what she's missing!