W said happy birth day to me this morning. I said thank you. Came home an hour early just to hang and play some MW3. Needed to clear my head. It than hit me D never came out of her room to hug me and wish me a happy birth day. That really hurt. I may have been a crappy H but father to her never. I am here because I chose to be here. I am tired and don't know what W is saying to her. I am mostly gone working and don't see her all day. The old me would have walked and said ef it. That is how I was treated. But this is who I am today. I don't get it.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
