well.. i went and got myself injured at work. first by a combative pt.. then by a clip.. and to end the night.. a papercut!! it was a full moon. 'nuf said. so tonight i stay home. gives me a chance to tidy up some more.

H and i have had more pleasant interactions. he has been trying and i have been less "cold". had to be in the beginning to save myself. my plan now is to focus more on DB'ing.

2 weeks ago i had to be scraped up off the floor and now.. i feel ok. not excellent.. not bad.. but ok. and that's enough for today.

i'm busy planning spring break. want to make sure the kids have some nice memories and that we don't get stuck at home wallowing. i think we're going to do 2 mini trips. 1 to the island with my gf and her 2 kids.. will be fun to check out museums and stuff. the other one to a little beach town in WA. quieter. would be just the kids and i. will sort of remind me of a trip H and i took the kids on 2 years ago. but S loves the beach so it will be nice to go for long walks w/ the kids. the only thing i'm hesitant about is the almost 6 hr drive!! alone!! w/ 2 kids!!! lol.

oh.. wanted to share this!! a gf and i have been talking about having boudoir photos done. we thought it would be fun and empowering. get a group of women who are interested.. share cost of hotel and photographer.. sipping champagne and munching on hor d'oeuvres.. wearing sexy lingerie and having beautiful photos taken... does this sound crazy????


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11