I wouldn't apologize for still caring, you lost something you loved. You would be quite the unusual person if your feelings died that quickly.

Accept your feelings for what they are and tomorrow is a new day.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss