Wife in "D - Freight Train Mode"

[Grmpy_Mnky]

I found it VERY enlightening to hear WAS perspectives. And once I got out of the "poor me" thoughts, it really made sense and I really empathized.*shrug*

I agree. Finally seeing this line of thought or perspective is eye opening to say the least. At first, that knot in my stomach came back ever so briefly along with feelings of guilt that I could ever hurt somebody that is so important to me. My W and I had a very romantic courtship that lasted two years before we got married. We ended-up eloping to Amsterdam and told her folks and mine weeks after the fact. Having a very hard time reconciling myself with the fact that girl is "dead" and I often feel as if I killed her.

I second what mach said KD. You are one of the voices of reason around here. Bizzare to think you were once way back where I am now. I must admit, however, I will not wait on my W for as long as you have. Then again, you propbably are not waiting on her, are you?