As far as all the stuff that happened over the weekend, I have been upset with myself for not seeing that my ex is still deep in MLC. The funny thing is she truly showed me the person that I missed on Friday. I kind of feel stupid for showing her I was still an option. I think because we have been apart for so long, she was being honest with me and that should fall on my lap for not paying attention. In life we live and learn or we just tread water. Well I tread a little water over the weekend and I am ready to live again. I don’t think this is going to make me change direction. I have plenty to be thankful for in life.
To be honest today I feel God is trying to show me that maybe I have more to learn. I wish it was easier to see the mistakes you are making in life.
I see the things that happened over the weekend as just a bump in the road. I will say I did learn something out of this and that is I still have plenty to learn.
I wonder why they do test the water? I really have a feeling that they are trying to pollute our mind. Did I scare her that I could possibly be lost for good? I think she thought I would just wait in the back ground and not move forward with my life. I never told her that I was at the point of no longer standing. Can the MLCer actually see that we are moving on and not looking back?
Those things have me kind of confused today.
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
