Journaling---

Last night H did text me, and we talked a bit about a show that we both like.
I made the mistake of saying that I miss him (2x4) and he said he didn't know how to respond.
I said "ouch..ok. I'm sorry I won't say it again." And he told me not to apologize, and of course he misses me but he is trying to be as open as possible. WTF does that mean.

I didn't answer him so then he told me to stop being so negative. That comment p*ssed me off. I told him that for the past year, I have worked extremely hard FOR ME, and also for him because I wanted to show him that I was fighting for him and fighting for us and he's been the one who has been so apprehensive, so please, don't tell me that I am the one being negative.

He responded "ok. I'm sorry" and that was the end of it.

2x4's please......


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