Everytime you use the word "but" in that context, you dis-qualify everything preceeding it.
All I saw was .....
I know this
BUT
I think I know better, and I want my way, so I am gonna follow my own rules and do it anyway.....
Maybe. I need to take this inside and see what's what....this could be on of those Holy Shyte moments
My expectations were hinged on that of another human being. I was expecting HER to lead me
How the "f" did I not see this? (slap to forehead)
You didn't get to where you are now overnight, and you will NOT get out of this overnight.
I don't know why this came to mind...."When you can walk the rice paper and leave no trace...then it is time for you to go". You know it took grasshopper years to unlearn how he walked all wrong....weight on the balls of feet, etc,...and then learned over the years how to walk differently...and leave no trace.
Stepping back, and taking the time to really take a long look at yourself, is your best weapon right now.
I owe to it myself. Somehow obvious and I didn't really see this or do it enough.
Because your thoughts become your words, your thoughts also become your actions. Your actions become your character. If you think in terms of absolute, then your life becomes absolute.
Yeah, absolutes. Jesus.
These discoveries you are having need to be "felt" to become real.
[color:#FF0000]Hmmmm...trying to make sure I really get this, not just say okay the words make sense, got it.
Real change takes courage in the face of the battle....fearing the unknown, yet reacting with a lack of fear.
I wish....will pay more conscious attention to this concept. Odd that I have been this way in so many other areas of my life...need to bring it to this area
It's the you that you can't hang up that needs to be associated with you...