Ease on down the road....

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Journaling--

I am feel out of sorts a bit today, not sure what the deal is.

I struggle sometimes with taking my own advice. When people ask my opinion, I am always honest with them. Not rude, and I don't judge if they decide to not listen to me because in the end I know it's their life and they need to live it for them and nobody else.
It is so easy for me to give an honest opinion, yet I can't seem to listen to myself. Especially when it comes to my H. Why is that?

I haven't heard from H since last night. He texted me a bit while I was out with friends and when he asked why it was taking so long for me to answer I explained I was out with friends, and he said "oh well I guess your busy." And I didn't hear from him for the rest of the night.

Why do I feel like I should be apologizing for something I did, even though I haven't done anything?
The absolute last thing I want to do is walk on egg shells for anyone, however I am so scared of messing things up.

I wish I felt more confident.