We just have to live the best life we can. Worrying about all of this and what you should do seems to border on the old controlling Crimson. DBing got you this far, trust it to continue moving you forward.
Crimson - I'm in a similar place in my M. Like you... I want to just dive into a new M with her whenever she shows positive signs. You have to let her lead here. Remember the squirrel metaphor? She's definitely the squirrel but you're a bear trying to feed her a nut. She's got balls to come this far with you, let her get used to everything. Hey, it's not like I'm some pro at this. Mach has to keep feeding me Kung Fu David Carradine wisdom so I can stay on track. Just saying ... this is the advise I'm getting. You should read his comments on my post today...DB'ing is sooooo hard (part 3). That's an order Private Crimson.
