Well as it happens to several people on this board I got sucked back in and thrown out to dry all in one weekend. As it turns out my ex is a very jealous person. Imagine that! I went out to a bar a week ago and my ex just happened to be there also. I was dancing with a lady that I met that night nothing serious just some fun. I honestly had no intentions of dating this woman I was just out for a good time.
Fast forward to Friday night. My ex starts texting me and asking me questions about who I am dating and what I have been doing. She then asks me to meet her so we could talk about my D18. D18 moved out of my house Friday and in with her BF also I think she has quit school. When it rains it pours. Anyway my ex tells me how hurt she was by watching me dance with this woman. I probably not very DB wise said "do you think it hurt when I seen you out with the OM? She said if it was like a kick to the stomach. I told her that it had felt the same to me. We ended up staying the night together Friday. I know not my best decision in life and all I can say is stuff happens. I talked to her a little on Saturday just about D18, then last night she stays with me again. She tells me that she is going to start dating a guy that I know. He is pretty much bottom of the barrel. I told her that I thought she was making a mistake and that I hope she wakes up one day.
The good news is I am fine with her dating this guy. It does hurt a little but I know she isn't fully baked yet. She is the only one that will ever be able to figure herself out. The weird thing is this guy knows we stayed together Friday night he is a friend of a friend and she asked me to not let anyone know we stayed together last night. They were together at a super bowl party and that must of been where this all came from. I guess the MLCer lives to start out relationships based on lies.
This just showed me how much they really are confused. She can tell me that she will always love me and hates that I know her so well. This is just another day in my soap opera and the best thing is that I am so happy I am detached.
I need to figure out if I should stand or just move on. I seen a little of the old her and at least there wasn't any anger. I let her get to me a little and it was my fault thinking maybe I was seeing a start of something new.
Have a good day!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
